Almost all my life I’ve absolutely despised children. Pretty much from the moment I stopped being a child I’ve hated being around children.
It doesn’t even matter what the child is doing. Whether they’re laughing and having fun or screaming and throwing a tantrum. The sound of a child being loud activates an almost primal rage that I can barely contain.
I’ve had to leave social gatherings/restaurants/grocery stores all because if I’d stayed I’d have made a complete ass of myself by screaming at a child just for existing.
It’s even worse with infants which makes me feel horrible because I know they can’t help it. I know the kids don’t know any better and it’s our job as adults to get them through childhood, but my blood boils when they get loud or demand attention.
Has anyone else dealt with something like this? Is there anything I can do to stop from getting so angry?
Also adults generally hate learning. Kids like learning. I have better luck getting my cousins and niblings to play my extremely fun board games because the adults, even the smart ones, complain they’re too stupid and slow to play a game that doesn’t give instant gratification. Kids understand that most things worth doing are worth trying at, and you only get to have fun when you’re willing to put yourself out there. Adults would rather get their fun from alcohol and loud noise, and will give up on new experiences after two minutes.