I know that there is help available and all that bullshit, but I want to know if there is a legitimate threshold when it is okay to kill yourself. When is it okay to give up and face the fact that a bullet in your skull will gain more traction than your wellbeing ever will? When is it okay to drop from a society that continually endeavors to divide? Is there ever a point where I have no excuse for not killing myself, and struggling would make things worse? What do philosophers or psychologists say about this?
You’re free, it’s a personal question.
But before, why not sell some stuff and make a nice journey? Or spend an unreasonable amount on a very nice dinner? Approach strangers which seem interesting and find out whether they enjoy your company too? Any dream on your bucket list?
You literally have nothing to lose, which is quite a privileged position. You can probably enjoy more opportunities than before, and paradoxically practice more self care and live a happier life.
Of course this does not fit all states of mind.