I am currently living what is pretty close to the quintessential happy family. From the outside I bet it looks even better. I grew up in a very different situation. There are literally times I am jealous of my own kids because they have no idea how shitty some people’s lives are.

Personally I still feel like a damaged human that doesn’t deserve the life I have.

I dont know where I was going with all of that. I guess what may look like happy may not actually be.

Anyway, I hope you find your happy.