The reason why I want to die? No. I have a loving relationship with them and if I were to end it while they’re still alive they would be devastated. I know my mom would just shut down completely and not know what to do and my dad would try to stay strong for her. I couldn’t do that to them.
I’m holding off because my parents are still here. Once they’re gone so am I.
do you ever think that your parent might be the reason? (because it kinda is for me)
The reason why I want to die? No. I have a loving relationship with them and if I were to end it while they’re still alive they would be devastated. I know my mom would just shut down completely and not know what to do and my dad would try to stay strong for her. I couldn’t do that to them.
Your parents are part of the reason you want to?
yep, somewhat
they’re religious and want to force it on me (cliche I know), just gonna hold it til I finished university, get a job, and move out
I’m sorry to hear that. That sucks. Hopefully you’re almost done with University. Stay strong. I believe in you.