I don’t know where the purpose of my life is. I looked where I last saw it and it isn’t there anymore. It’s like losing your keychain. All I can do is hope I forgot it somewhere at home because I sure can’t go outside without it. I wanna find joy in things again, and it is so difficult to get you shit together when everything feels so meaningless.

The more I look for the keys the more I fear I lost them for good. Which makes me not wanna search for them at all and just distract myself with random stuff. I think that describes my situation quite well.

Anyway I’m sad. But I hope you all are doing okay!

  • aStonedSanta
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    1 year ago

    Man. This hit home. Hope you find your joy. I’ve found some recently by becoming part of a community. Hope you can find some peace and solace my dude.