I know ive made post like this before, but I really do feel pretty defeated, I just dont look anything like my selfies to others, I look pretty awful to be honest, I weight 200 lbs and its been a struggle to loose weight, I know the solution is to see a dietation, and only stock my home with healthy foods and go to the gym maybe but the truth is I can’t really afford that and I dont feel like I can really cook until I move since my mom is kinda defensive over the kitchen. Ive struggled with binge for a while and I just look at photos other people take me and want go vomit, I look so awful. I look like zero months hrt dispite a bit over two years of hrt. My selfies only look okay cause of angles. People have also tried to convince my male fat will redistribute but I know that isn’t true and that it will stay until I get rid of it. Also I apologize for the grammer in this post, I’m writing this as I’m about to mentally explode.

  • skymtf@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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    1 year ago

    My selfies just look too good to be true cause they are and it hurts when I get reality checked by a photo a family member takes of me. It hurts me a ton.

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      1 year ago

      I think that family member took shitty angle phone camera photo of you, and it is unflattering yeah. Not even artistically good: bad composition, sharp contrast, no details. Its a bad photo.