I CAME HERE AS SOON AS I HEARD

The dark energies that escaped his body upon his death took out my power and I was in the dark (literally) until now

I’m untreated at the moment, it hits me hard but I’ve somehow managed to get really good at compartmentalizing it and separating the physical feeling from the mental spiral. I still feel it just as much as I always have and I’m not able to change that, but I can give my brain a little kick to make it stop the whole “this person hates you now and you were stupid for doing this” thought train, look at the situation objectively, and realize just how far from reality those thoughts are.

I do this for anxiety too, I can’t make myself less anxious but I can look at a situation that makes me anxious, realize that there’s no actual reason for it, and then go and do the thing. My heart still pounds and my hands still shake but I can have a good time anyway.

I wouldn’t call this just ignoring it, but I know I’m gonna feel like ass anyway and if I avoided every situation that makes me feel like ass I wouldn’t do anything at all. It sucks HARD though, I may be able to power through it but it’s fucking exhausting being in fight or flight for 99% of my day all while feeling like a ghost pokemon used curse on me every time someone uses a slightly harsh tone. I can logic it out to get things done but it doesn’t lessen the feeling at all.

Close enough to hear one and see it moving around but far enough away that it just looks like a blurry brown orb

exactly

These people pick up additional names throughout their life (both given and chosen) with no real upper-limit on the amount. Most mark big life occasions or important events but there’s also a non-insignificant number of joke/less serious names and some will just keep adding more and more names to seem more important/prestigious that they start sounding like something between someone trying to meet the word requirement of an essay and a rejected My Immortal character

I’m hitting a bit of a mental block trying to come up with names for a story I’m working on if anyone would like to help out a bit. The group I’m naming chooses a name at 18 generally based on things they wish for their future adult selves, such as goals they want to accomplish, traits and skills they want to cultivate, virtues they want to embody, things like that. I’ll take any suggestions and reply with what they would be in the language I have set up for these guys.

Silliness is encouraged, they’re in a conlang anyway and most people today don’t associate the name Peter with stone so I can handwave calling someone the equivalent of like Hog-Cranker 9000 if I like the name enough

I’m on here as a break from checking it out, I pinned the first guy to move in to my citizens tab and for whatever reason watching him ride around town on his motorcycle is incredibly fun

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FREE HER

So when are we going to have a Hexbear Vicky 3 multiplayer campaign where we dismantle the west and establish communism?

It looks like I’m finally going to get medicated for ADHD next week after checks notes 10 years of trying and failing to get treatment

Looking forward to actually executing my functions

I hope every venue you play is packed

When I was like 4 I had an incredibly vivid and terrifying dream that on paper sounds absolutely ridiculous but scared the shit out of me as a kid. I dreamt that a band of orangutans had gotten into our house and were hiding all over the place: in the walls, under the kitchen table, behind the fridge, behind picture frames etc. and every now and then they’d jump out of their hiding spot and attack us. It didn’t result in like a long-lasting fear or anything, in fact orangutans are my favorite animal, but to this day when I think back on that dream I feel a little hint of fear.

If this has been made a week ago I would have gotten so much mileage out of it

nazi extermination squad members receiving awards and honors? in my settler-colonial project?

It’s more likely than you think. Call your local Anti-Fascist helpline to learn more!

Put fascist instead of rightwing and this is

Thanks! I hope your tour goes hard!

And omg that isn’t me, I’m literally on like week 2 of learning how to make games. I’m still only working on the movement HOWEVER as soon as I have something that can be tested I’ll send it your way! The vague premise I have is a vampires=bourgeoisie deal and you’re a human leading a prison break from the feeding dungeons, the goal is to get to the top of the castle. That’s all I have so far though

I think I’m going to try to give him one last opportunity to recognize the choice he’s making, lay out that it’s a choice choice between oil profits and trans rights. I normally wouldn’t and maybe I’m being too generous but I don’t think at his core he truly values the former more, but if that doesn’t get through or it turns out I’m wrong then I’m out. Trans rights are non negotiable.

That was one of the bits that shocked me the most, when I said that he was risking the rights of people we both know and love and he essentially doubled down. He’s acting like China and Russia are going to invade and occupy the fucking Yukon when all the “claims” are is access for trade and a goddamn ridge at the bottom of the sea.

Kinda reeling from a couple things that happened over the past day that has me feeling a mixture of doomer thought and that sort of spite-like motivational anger. I kinda used the megas to vent a bit but I’m still feeling it and can’t immediately do anything about either event so I’ve been blowing off steam in the meantime by blasting loud music and working on my platformer. It’s working, so great strat on my part if I do say so myself!