I’m on a drug for treatment resistant depression. Spravato. Got tired of ECT. And yes med adjustments are needed. My psychiatrist doesn’t really do much. I haven’t had him long. And he’s virtual. He owns to practice but is based out of one of their offices in a different state.

It makes every day feel so void and lack meaning. I hope today it the day. Phase one of getting myself up and to an appointment was a plus. Phase to may give me an amazing boost it it’s like last week. I need my relationship with the words and characters back up. It’s as if a part of my heart has been working poorly all this time. Reading is like a vital organ. It’s an absolute necessity to live,

That happening is a manic element. I hate doing that. The whole problem is imbalances in certain brain chemicals.