I got a smart light that I have set up to turn on bright white about 30 minutes before my alarm goes off, that seems to help me wake up smoother and I’m not waking up in the dark so I don’t accidentally fall asleep again. I also have 3 alarms that go off in increments.
I get called cranky or asked why I’m in a shitty mood even if I’m having a wicked good time because I don’t feel the need to show other people how I feel. I’ll smile when I feel it’s appropriate, I’m not gonna plaster a smile over myself just to make you feel better about yourself.
And fuck you I’m at work, why would I smile.