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Cake day: July 24th, 2023

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  • The job was to help develop the program and department, at least that’s how they sold it to me. I was specifically told management is receptive to input from my position, and it was well within my purview to consider these issues. And, given that I don’t think ever worked a full 40 hour week, I wouldn’t say I did anything “double time”.

    I did give them a reasons to get rid of me, in that I showed there wasn’t actually enough clinical level work for a nurse at this position, at least with how they structured it











  • Existentialism, and Camus in particular have a lot of influence in my thought patterns. But to Camus, love was one of the central pillars of deriving meaning from nothingness.

    And I don’t have that.

    In fact, I have significantly less love than before.

    I have people that say they care, and in the moment, they mean that. But at the end of the day, I don’t matter enough to check in on, unless I warn them.

    I just thought for the first time in my life I would be celebrated and appreciated for who I am.

    But the reality is, no matter how much they front or posture, the “normals” will never accept me.

    I could offer them salvation on a silver platter, and still be met with disdain.

    So, again, what’s the point? What’s the point in trying?