Atheist. Raised fundamentalist baptist.
Alcoholic. Detoxing myself. Down to roughly two 100 proof shots every 4 hrs during the day. 8 shots in cabonated water last night. Went to bed at 10:30 PM, up at 2:00 AM for two shots. Two shots at 7:30 AM. Lowest I’ve been in at least a year.
Fucking hurts.
No liquor in 24hrs. Natural ice beer. Fucking wretched stuff. 5.9% abv. This shit tastes terrible.
Woke up in a sweat. Cracking open a warm piss beer sucks.
Had 12 in the last 24 hrs.
Climbing down a backwards mountain one shitty beer at a time.
Medical system sucks. Not going to spend the money for detox. Fuckers. Gotta save the money and get my family out of here.