Do you want a three page essay on why I think these things are?
Because I have a lot of personal experience. Decades worth, in fact, and it’s no problem, but the reasons are not simple and it will take some reading from you, with a few quite incredible things, which I wouldn’t have believed if some random person had told me them online 15 years ago, but of which I have actual proof. On my body as well as photos, other recordings and official papers.
The on-call psychiatrist at the ER said “don’t try to make this my responsibility” when I literally went there to cry and beg for help while saying that I am actually afraid I’ll hurt myself or others.
A crisis helpline worker hung up on me, saying “you’re not in a crisis”.
I have both of these as recordings. They’re from the same day.
And that’s not even closest to the worst things I’ve seen / experienced
And this — people defaulting to “lol I won’t believe you” essentially when talking about this… it’s not great.
Do you want a three page essay on why I think these things are?
Because I have a lot of personal experience. Decades worth, in fact, and it’s no problem, but the reasons are not simple and it will take some reading from you, with a few quite incredible things, which I wouldn’t have believed if some random person had told me them online 15 years ago, but of which I have actual proof. On my body as well as photos, other recordings and official papers.
I would prefer that over no explanation, absolutely.
Let’s start of small, shall we.
The on-call psychiatrist at the ER said “don’t try to make this my responsibility” when I literally went there to cry and beg for help while saying that I am actually afraid I’ll hurt myself or others.
A crisis helpline worker hung up on me, saying “you’re not in a crisis”.
I have both of these as recordings. They’re from the same day.
And that’s not even closest to the worst things I’ve seen / experienced
And this — people defaulting to “lol I won’t believe you” essentially when talking about this… it’s not great.
Am I having an aneurysm rn?
I occasionally need heavy pharmaceutical aid for sleep. I wrote that while I woke up in the middle of my sleep.
The syntax might be fucked, I’ll admit that.