Damn… Why tf did i not think of that 💀. I guess trying to study for my exam is making my brain not function properly 💀

Idk about sharing favourite food, but it’s a big deal for me to allow anyone to share food with me. Like exchanging stuff from plates and shit. I might be an asshole for this, but I can leave the meal if someone I’m not comfortable with touches the food I have in my plate.

Another comment said about trying to boot off of Linux mint or something, so I’ll try that. If it doesn’t work, then I’ll have to get a new HDD or and SSD

I’ll try that

I can’t get therapy. If my mom finds out, she’s gonna start a new drama and i don’t really want to go through it rn

It’s just a massive turn off. I just don’t want to read it anymore now. They take away half the suspense! The reader is like, “oh! So she doesn’t get kicked out of the house, go on an adventure, conquer dungeons, make friends and eventually save the world! Instead, she stays back with her insane plot armour, doing basic af shit and somehow save the world cause the author is fucking lazy…”

You’re a party pooper

Shit in the forest and pee in the bushes. Reject modernity, embrace traditions

I feel sorry for that character to have been forced to wear that dress 😔

Getting therapy is very far rn. I’ll have to move out, get a job, and then therapy. At the moment, the best I can do is work on myself to the best of my ability

Thanks a lot! I deleted reddit and sort of decided to vent in my journals but she could read it and if she does… I’m glad that people here are supportive. I don’t have anyone IRL to vent so I’m really grateful ❤️

I’ve already given up on helping her. I’ve long since realised she only uses me as an outlet for her frustrations. Idk what disorder she has but I’m certain she has given me bipolar disorder (I haven’t been diagnosed but I’m very certain).

What I hate about myself is that i still wish to trust her. I still wish she accepts me… Not anymore though. After her last episode of drama, I’ve given up. I will work on forming better relationships outside. My blood relatives have all been assholes.