Been high nonstop for years. I realize it’s bad for my health. But at least being high feels good.
My future is on a planet becoming increasingly unhabitable, under a government becoming increasingly fascist, doing nothing but working and still not being able to afford rent or food, never traveling, never making real friends much less finding a life partner, water quickly becoming a luxury, and with zero chance of ever retiring.
So why even bother?
I like your mind. To add, getting older helps. Unsurmountable problems at 20 may seem marginal at 30. So if things feel like shit today, simply waiting to get older might be enough to make some things better