When I decided to host the mega again a bit ago, I had no idea what to make it about (of course). So it fell between two topics: a post on the importance of sleep, or a post on just how much I love Fire Emblem: The Sacred Echoes. Well, I felt like the importance of sleep was well-known, and could always wait for the next time I host a mega. I wanted to make sure I hit the Sacred Echoes iron while it’s hot, because I’ve almost finished my play through at this point, and it might genuinely be one of the best games I have ever played.

Sacred Echoes feels so polished, considering it’s a fan-made romhack of Sacred Stones, with the goal of bringing the 3DS game, Shadows of Valentia (SoV), to the GBA. Everything about the game aesthetically is very well-done, from the portraits, to the battle sprites, and literally anything else that could be thought of about a game. This includes new character writing, which helps the game in areas where Shadows of Valentia was a little, well, off. That’s what I want to go over first, and although I’ve made a post before, I had only played a little bit of the game. Being at the end, I’ve noticed more things, and grown to appreciate this game even more than I already did.

Let’s start off with the relevant (and interesting) bits: Sacred Echoes actually does a really good job at representing a variety of backgrounds, while also being diverse in a way that doesn’t feel like it’s simply to have a token character. This game doesn’t suffer from the cracker curse, for example. Although most of the characters are white, there is more than one person of color (congratulations) . In terms of LGBTQ+ representation, it’s even better. There are many gay/lesbian characters, whose sexuality actually plays a role in the plot and how they interact with others. There’s also an aroace character, Lukas, who goes through a whole arc of self-discovery in his support conversations (support Python). It’s good stuff, and not things I would normally expect from a Fire Emblem game. I hesitate to bring up the (possibly) only trans character in the game, Jesse. HOLD ON, NO HESITATION AT ALL! I just decided to do more research, and I wasn’t just projecting. He is 100% trans, and it’s in supports, and it’s relevant to his plot and backstory, so it’s just like the rest of them, thank goodness, I was worried he was a token. So yeah, support Clive and Jesse. Good stuff, and good luck getting to the end of the game so they can actually meet, one fights for Alm and the other for Celica…

This is Jesse

Here’s some dialogue between Clive and Jesse, in the context of a will:

Clive: Only the following will be yours - your mother’s wardrobe, her jewelry box, and all corresponding contents.

Jesse: Urgh. Even from halfway in the grave he’s trying to tell me what to wear. So yeah, he’s still the same tyrant he always was. Hasn’t changed a bit.

In terms of character background, it’s more diverse than one would think, and it addresses the issue of feudal class. Not all of the characters are nobles, and one of the main characters is a commoner from a random village. The plot regularly deals with the fact that nobles and commoners do not get along. However, it does not try to redeem most nobles. If they aren’t proving themselves with their actions, they’re probably shitty. Even if they are supposedly “one of the good ones”, there’s usually some underlying prejudice that comes out when you might not expect it. I love it so much, and I am extremely impressed that the plot doesn’t try to redeem nobility as a whole, but rather allows the noble characters within the cast to have character development that feels less like justification and more like re-education.

Pictured is the class traitor Lukas absolutely destroying Fernand

For other details about the story, I’ll link my original post. I don’t want to drag this on too long, and I mention most of the improvements there. It also includes where to find the patch for the game, and how to play the game for yourself. If you enjoy SRPGs, or are new to the genre, I recommend this game. It has an easy mode for the newbies, and hard mode for those of us who hate ourselves (/s), and a normal mode for everything in-between niko-happy

The Echoes cast is amazing, and I love how they interact with each other and the world. Each character stands out, and they feel unique in their relationships with the other characters. Even characters that suffer in SoV, like Faye and the Masked Knight (has a name but it’s spoilers), benefit from the Sacred Echoes writing, making them actually enjoyable characters. The villains of the game are also great. I don’t want to go too deep, because I don’t want to spoil too much, but they aren’t just pure evil, and for that I applaud the SoV writers. Berkut is probably the highlight of the game, being the heir to the throne of the empire. I am once again asking you to play the game, because IT IS SO GREAT, and I would not have expected these good of villains to pair with Alm and Celica, as well as their armies.

Pictured is the Masked Knight being a gay little guy. The other guy (Saber) is threatening his life…

Everything about the game design is also amazing. It’s GBA Fire Emblem, so the animations are peak and the pixel art is stellar. The maps are improved from the original SoV maps, and they are definetly much better, and much less repetitive. Classes in the game are fun in how they work, each character being able to promote 2-3 times. Mages also work really uniquely and well in this game, with spells costing HP to cast. They learn spells as they level up, rather than by purchasing tomes, which makes for (in my opinion), better gameplay. Sacred Echoes also adds the GBA weapon and magic triangles!

All in all, Sacred Echoes is a great game, and even if you never ending up playing it, you now know of its existence. It stands out as a great romhack, as well as a great Fire Emblem game, AND it has the gay. Can it really get better than that?

If you want my original (and more in-depth) analysis, check out my original post. It’s mostly about what Sacred Echoes improves upon the original Shadows of Valentia.

Hope you enjoyed my little nerd-out session, and have a good week everyone! niko-dance


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  • kristina [she/her]@hexbear.net
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    chat, i’ll be doing another trans survey soon, though this time it will be much more in detail and hosted on cryptpad (for security) and anonymous. do you have any questions you’re dying to ask your little trans friends here?

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      I am curious about a couple of intersectional things about neurodivergence/a-spec identities, just simple things ig like "Would you classify yourself as ‘neurodivergent’?’ and ‘are you a-spec’ etc.

      Not sure if that’s appropriate for a survey like this, though

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        I feel like it would be a landslide because neurodivergent is kinda vague. Like, is anxiety/depression neurodivergent? If so pretty much every trans person is without doubt

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        at what age did you realize you might be? what do you mean “realize you might be”? like when the thought first floated through your head or?

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          good question. I guess personally I’m more interested in when people first started to seriously consider being trans. thinking back, even before I learned about the existence of trans people, there were multiple moments over my life where I felt like I was the opposite gender, but I didn’t know what to do with that, so I just ignored it, so I think that would be harder for people to accurately pinpoint.

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            huh. honestly there was only like a two-three month period of my life when i thought “hey i might be trans” and realizing “oh shit”

            then again, i do distinctly remember vocally complaining my distaste for being a cis man as early as 14

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              yeah, for me the gap between “I might be trans?” to “I guess I’m trans ¯\_(ツ)_/¯” was only a couple months. but for a year prior to that the way I thought of it was like “I kind of like thinking of myself as a woman, but I’m not really interested in actually transitioning”, and in the ~12 years before that were when I had those random moments of feeling feminine (and felt dysphoria when there was pressure to be masculine) but didn’t know how to process it.

              I hate how it’s all complicated by the stigma around questioning yourself to begin with. I feel like even if I never ever learned that transgenderism was a thing, even if it somehow didn’t exist in society, I could have figured it out sooner if there wasn’t strong social pressure to conform to AGAB.

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                lmao if there weren’t already a ton of trans people around me IRL I never would have figured it out, I would have just stewed in the dysphoria forever

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            I’d be curious to see both “At what age did you first realize you didn’t identify with your AGAB or would prefer being a gender other than the one assigned by others?” and “At what age did you realize you are likely trans?” next to each other to see how much of a gap there is for people.

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              For me there was like 5 years between “i wouldnt mind being a girl” and “i really wish i was a girl”, and then another decade and change before “oh shit i think i might be trans” and then another few years before coming out.

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    Sleep is important. That’s why I always make sure to stay up late, scrolling through this website. I think I’ve encountered a paradox, where I’m tired but I have things I want to do. My brain then cannot process the fact that I need more sleep, or remember the fact that always have to wake up early in the morning. The paradox continues, I get more tired, I need more sleep, I can’t process why I need that sleep, I keep reading, on, and on, and niko-yawn on, and… niko-sleep

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    you ever just look at a girl and think that Sappho was a hopeless fool for ever thinking she could possibly capture the beauty of a woman in the form of mere words?

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      When you die, do you want a penis or vagina? (or something else, there’s other options, null, penis preserving vaginoplasty, etc)

      Does having a penis bother you? Do you tuck but don’t mind otherwise? When you have a partner playing around down there do you feel like somethings wrong or prefer them to play around in the perianal area between? If you woke up with a vagina tomorrow AND had a reversal pill to be used whenever but only one time - would you want it reversed?

      I top exclusively, but I still want bottom surgery (I’d just use a strap on). I’d probably be open to, uh, bottoming with a vagina but it’d absolutely be more like power bottoming lol. I’m not the biggest fan of my penis and I tuck like 14 hours a day. There’s nothing in me that says “no keep that” besides normal apprehension and anxiety before any big change. It can take a while for funding to be approved or for you to get a surgeon, keep track of how you’re feeling wrt down there - you might feel neutral because you’ve been trying to avoid thinking about it at all!

      Not every trans woman wants bottom surgery, it’s not a requirement, plenty of women out there have penises and feel fine about having it.

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          Oh sorry, I should’ve said I meant purely in anatomical medical terms when I was talking about it lol. I don’t know specifically how you want your own stuff referred to as.

          Or did you mean in exclusively non-sexual terms? Like, obviously that’s a part of genitalia but also it affects your self-image if it’s incongruous cause it’s part of your body and can be a pain to move out of the way you wear cute clothes without a bulge (if that’s a goal for you). And null, just nothing is allowed as an option. Or if you go vaginoplasty route but have no interest in penetrative sex or having a canal, you can get zero depth (faster recovery probably too).

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      If you want a vagina I’d guess would be an important sign. Personally thought I’d much prefer having one to what I was given long before egg crack (but null also seemed more appealing than my default).

      Surgery scary though. And expensive. So, all things considered idk when or if I’d want any genital-related surgeries. Not like I particularly hate what I have, nor does anyone else see it anyways.

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    Little trans update:

    The doctor’s visit went well. I was worried about my testosterone levels going up after I switched from cypro every day to every other day, but when I asked the doctor about it he was like “oh, yeah, you’re still under 0.5” so I guess I don’t have to worry about that. Also,

    cw: surgery

    I finally asked for a referral for an evaluation for bottom surgery. I still have some reservations about it but I’m interested enough that I want to at least get started on getting approval (if anyone has experience with grs montréal (since that’s the only place they’ll pay for) I’d be interested to hear about it)

    Also, a random guy followed me off the bus and asked me out for the first time. So… milestone?

    Also I might not be boymoding as effectively as I thought :thonk:

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      I had an ex who went through it this year at GRS Montreal! Straight forward for you as a patient, they do the bottom surgery and then you recover for about a week at a different site. There’s a lot of packing at first and you have a Foley catheter, but it all starts coming off slowly over the week. You can watch videos or read the material for exactly what the surgery entails. They keep in touch for after care when you’re at home, including any revisions if necessary. You have to dilate and no intercourse using your new vagina for a few months.

      I went to GRS Montreal for my tracheal shave. They’re very nice, they just do trans healthcare they’re all quite sweet about names and your gender etc. Montreal is a nice city, I liked staying there.

  • i have a primary care doc for the first time in 5 years! hes well known around here for gender affirming care. diy E was easy but im gonna go legit for prog and maybe bica. i started hrt a few months ago so he ordered my first hormone panel. also ive been exercising and eating better! feeling rlly good abt life rn :)